Sunday, September 5, 2010

「ALONES」

折れた淡い翼 君は少し 青すぎる空に疲れただけさ
もう誰かのためじゃなくて 自分のために笑ってもいいよ


依然として忍びよる孤独 内側に灯るローソク
賑わうパーティー 豪華なシャンデリアと裏腹に
足りない言葉の 窪みを何で埋めたらいいのだろう
もうわからないや
せめて夢の中で自由に泳げたら あんな空もいらないのに
昨日までのことを塗り潰さなくても 明日に向かえるのに
折れた淡い翼 君は少し 青すぎる空に疲れただけさ
もう誰かのためじゃなくて 自分のために笑ってもいいよ


劣等感との和解は 簡単には叶わないさ
自意識のてっぺんに居座る鏡が映す花びら
振り絞るように 汚れた愛を叫んでみるけど
もどかしくて
巡る時の中で 傷口はやがて かさぶたに変わっていく
君はそれを待たず とても美しく とても儚けど…
剥がれ落ちた痕の産毛のように 陽だまりの中で震えた祈り
今は無理に 誰かの事を愛そうと思わなくていいのに

「ALONES」
TV アニメ「BLEACH」OP6
収録:BLEACH BEST TUNES(DVD付期間限定生産)/発売日:2008/12/17
作曲/作詞:大志/编曲:Aqua Timez
歌手:Aqua Timez

時にこの世界は 上を向いて歩くには 少し眩しすぎるね
沈むように 目を伏せると 渴いた地面が涙をすする
Why do We feel so alone anytime?
全てを受け止めなくていいよ
Why do We feel so alone anytime?
こらえることだけが勇気じゃない

千の夜をこえて / 夜夜夜夜

千の夜をこえて / 夜夜夜夜
歌手:Aqua Timez

愛されたいでも愛そうとしない / 想要被愛 但如果沒有愛的感覺的話
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って / 就會在不確定中不斷徬徨
僕が見つけた答えは一つ / 其實答案只有一個
怖くたって傷付いたって / 就算恐懼 就算會受傷
好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ / 喜歡一個人就應該要勇敢告訴她你喜歡她

あなたが僕を愛してるか愛してないか / “你喜歡我還是不喜歡我?”
なんてことは もうどっちでもいいんだ / 之類的話 已經都不再重要
どんなに願い望もうが / 不管再怎麽希望它成真的事情
この世界には変えられぬものが / 在這個世界上到處都是
沢山あるだろう / 最終不會有任何改變的事
そうそして僕があなたを / 所以 只要我跟你
愛してるという事実だけは / 真心相愛這件事是真實的話
誰にも変えられぬ真実だから / 是任誰也改變不了的

千の夜をこえて あなたに伝えたい / 渡過了無數個夜晚 我想要告訴你
伝えなきゃならないことがある / 有一件對你非說不可的事情
愛されたいでも愛そうとしない / 想要被愛 但是如果如果沒有愛的感覺的話
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って / 就會在不確定中不斷徬徨
僕が見つけた答えは一つ 怖くたって傷ついたって / 其實答案只有一個 就算恐怖 就算會受傷
好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ / 喜歡一個人就應該要勇敢告訴她你喜歡她
気持ちを言葉にするのは怖いよ でも / 誠實的把自己的心情化成語言或許會感到恐懼 但是
好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ / 喜歡一個人就應該要勇敢告訴她你喜歡她

この広い世界で / 在這個浩瀚的世界
巡り会う喜びを言葉じゃ言い表せないね / 你我能相逢的喜悅是無法以言語來表達的
だから僕達は微笑み / 所以我們要微笑的
色鮮やかに過ぎる秋をドレミで唄って / 用歡樂音符來慶祝已經過去的秋天
冬を背に 春の木漏れ日を待ち / 冬天即將來臨 而接下來就是萬物滋生的春天來臨
新しく生まれ変わる誰かを守れるようにと / 萬物滋生一切新生 讓我想要守護著你

来た道と行き先 振り返ればいつでも / 已經經歷過的與即將面臨的 其實都不斷的重覆著
臆病な目をしていた僕 / 膽小懦弱的我
向き合いたい でも 素直になれない / 想要與你在一起 但是每一天我卻無法對我的心真誠
まっすぐに相手を愛せない日々を / 無法坦白的向對方表達愛意
繰り返してはひとりぼっちを嫌がった / 日復一日 已經不想要再孤單一個人的我
あの日の僕は 無傷なままで人を愛そうとしていた / 只想要在不傷害任何人的情形下愛一個人

千の夜をこえて 今あなたに会いに行こう / 經過了無數個夜晚 現在我就要去見你
伝えなきゃならないことがある / 因為我有一件一定要告訴你的事
愛されたいでも愛そうとしない / 想要被愛 但是如果如果沒有愛的感覺的話
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って / 就會在不確定中不斷徬徨
僕が見つけた答えは一つ 怖くたって傷付いたって / 但答案只有一個 就算恐怖 就算會受傷
好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ / 喜歡一個人就應該要勇敢告訴她你喜歡她
その想いが叶わなくたって / 即使是這個心願無法實現
好きな人に好きって伝える / 但向喜歡的人告訴她你喜歡她是
それはこの世界で一番素敵なことさ / 這世界上最美好的一件事情啊

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

What is LOVE?

手嶌葵 - The Rose(1979/米 映画「ローズ」より)

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need.
I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give,
And the soul afraid of dyin'
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Ohz yeaHz~ Sick!!! =.=

Hmm...
Sick dy....
Good or not?

Nobody cares~
Either i don't care...

But at least don't make me suffer...
Can't stand with stucked nose...
Watering eyes...
Red eyes...
Wet nose...
Sneezing...

Those feeling sucks!!!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now


Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

Ooh...

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a lit

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Understanding...

You always act that you could understand...
Then tell me not to consider bout it...
Thats something like give up...
But

Actually...
You make me feel sucks...

Show off...

Boom me...

Boast infront of me...

On the same boat...

These thing makes me sick of you...
Should get off...

Piss off please

Lack of these feelings~

Envy
Frust
Jealousy
Greed

It could be so good...

The colour of mine...

Green as envy
Red as frust
"Anycolour" as greed

Should leave me far away...
For the sake of all...
Stop believing on me...
Less talk with me...
Was a good choice~

Anyway cheers!!!
The world of mask~

Banzai!
Hurray!

I'm always your follower~
Take me apart~

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Juz finish this manga~

Love and Collage ( Ai Kora )


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Finally i speak out...

Zzz...
After half month...
2 weeks...
14 days..
Finally i text her...
Aishz...
Mom watching what i doing...
So next time only update blog...

=.=

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Monday, July 12, 2010

Raining days~


From today on...
Every Sunday will be my raining day...
The history of yours...
04/07/2010
Will stay here...
For the rest of my life...
I don't care how the sun so shine...
I don't care how the moon so bright...
I don't care how the heaven so high...
Even don't care how your love so plain...

The memories of yours...
Will stay here until i'm done with it...
Eventually i wear a lot of mask...
I am the actor...
Without a director...
I am asking for you to be the director of my life...
But you rejected it as well...
So i had to act and plot by my own...
The life without you i will be nothing...
But just a actor without a good plotting...
Even though how well i acted...
It just in front everyone...
But in front of you...
I will not act...
I hope i can act for you...
But you said u already as an actor of his...

Isn't the god so fair...
Before that...
I din precious anything that i had...
Just fooling around with my will...
However when i meets you...
I was destinate to act for you...

Whatever it is...
Although after you reading this...
Nothing will i change...
I knew it...
Cause in your heart....
I'm

NOTHING

Him

EVERYTHING

Sad for nothing...
Happy for everything...
The life of yours...
Is just as same as the olden people said...
Should happy whats around us...
But i'm not include in there...
But i will wait...
Although you said that i had no chance...
Wait and see...
I'm not as easy give up as you all see!!!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Tears


Tears drop again...
Why you drop again??
Don't you realize that you should give up??
Why you so stubborn??
Isn't that your characteristic??
Why can't you change such a bad attitude??
You don't have much time...
Think bout these thing??
Think your exam result lahz!!
Like shit!!!

Is that all you can do?!?!?
You can get better!!!
I knew it!!!
IF YOU THINK YOU CAN!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!
JUST DO IT!

Sing through your heart...
Do you think you can escape from it??
Sing out your feelings...
Feel more free when you sing out??
No one ever realize that you are singing out...
ALL ABOUT YOURSELF...
Hope that everyone wont realize that...
Cause I wont allow anyone know that...

I'm damn so weak...
I run from it...
I escape from it...
Useless me!! ==

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Great LIER and PRETENDER...


Im a great lier...
Lie bout everything...
Cry for anything...

Im fine...
Actually thats not fine...
I might be a great lier...
And also a great pretender...
For the most understanding person to me...
They know nothing bout me...
No one could take off my mask...

Include you...

Today was the day which rain...
It was just like my feelings...
Try to pretend that i'm so fine...

The rain had helped to cover my tears...
Thank you...
It might be the last day i ever cried...


Thursday, July 1, 2010

Results~

Darn it...
Today just get my result...
SUCKS!!!
Hell man...
Close my eyes...

BM - 50
BI - 61
BC - 44
MT - 84
AM - 60
SJ - 38
PM - 30
FZ - 45
KM - 45
BIO - 58
PA - 41

CLASS RANKING - 4 / 34
OVERALL - 62 / 261

Teacher said...
Kurang sikit FB & Internet...
Always nampak u on9... xD
Buat latihan banyak~
Improve result dah ok~

zzZZZ~



Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Turning Point


Stone taught me to FLY...
Love taught me to LIE...
Life taught me to DIE...
So it's not hard to fall,
When you float like a cannonball...

Wishing for empty,
Promise was just a lie,
Everyone will die...

It was just like
From the equation's graph...
When you reach the peak,
You will turn back once...
But never and never turn back anymore...

It was just like
Easy outcome LOVE,
Things come easily...
When it leaves,
you may find out regret,
But it was too late and no turning back...

Stone taught me to FLY...
Love taught me to CRY...
Life taught me to LIVE...
So come on courage,
Teach me how to fly...
Cause it is hard not to fall...
Teach me how to live...
Cause it is the world was so wonderful...

MWAKAKAKKA~
MODIFY OTHERS STUFF~

Monday, June 21, 2010

TauWee 的 《DotA》之爱

Today...
TauWee make me realize something interesting...
The word makes sense...

爱情 就像是 DotA 一样...
一到 60 分钟就要 END GAME ...
我很赞同...
但...
每当一到59分钟59秒,有那些被打败的感觉时...
你就在这时候给我 REMAKE 的机会...
总是让我感觉有希望...
00分钟00秒 重新倒数...
就像新的游戏...
有时真得很像不要玩下去...
不过 就是想玩下去...
真是不明白自己想要的东西...
也不懂为什么就是不想放弃...
那是需求吗?
还是真爱...

其实没东西写的啦~
配合配合TauWee说些道理~
乱乱写一场~

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Fishing is fun~ Life is boring~

Fishing~

Today going to fishing at Izzat's shop, Kuala
with Izzat, YuhWei ( not for fishing ), and EricWee.
The 1st time i using my brother technique to fishing...
However, it works!!!! OMG!!!


Double killed~
I hook up 2 fish for straight 3 or 4 times~
Feel so fun for getting those fish...
But feel so sad for those fish had been caught by us...
Smaller fish we release...
However the bigger fish, so sorry, we gonna take it and fill our stomach...

Whatever it is, today i get around 20+ fish~ ><~
Having a nice day~ ^^

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Life

She gonna go... Away for a few days~
Hmm... It seems i wont get my answer over these holidays~
Today, YeeWan and YiMin going to KL dy~
Tomorrow they going to CHINA~
Wow! So fun! Gonna follow!
However no space dy... Its too late~~
She going to Johor tomorrow...
Everyone leaving 1 by 1~
Seems like only i stay still...
Gonna make some moves later or soon~

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

So boring~

Creating blog?
For myself??
Actually nothing to say...
Just follow the instruction given by my @kimi mui...
Just sometimes feeling extremely boring so do a blog...
Instead i have no talent on writing blog...

Write what inside my heart?
Not yet prepare...
Of course i will write out one day but today i wont...
So next time only write bahz~ Just showing out i had create a blog...